Well so today was okay i guess...I mean nothing special right??  Yeah cuz I really am in love and it sucks that we cant be together because of parents...He was the only thing I went to school for last year & he ALWAYS put a smile on my face. I love everything about him; The way he kisses & holds me, How he always told me how much he loves me no matter what, but most of all being with him and knowing he is always there for me. I would give anything and everything to be with him. I know I said some pretty messed up things and I swear I didnt mean them, all girls should understand me, we say stuff we dont mean when we are mad. I cant really blame it on that, but I guess I learned a lesson there, You cant take back what you say so be careful!
Robert--I am SOOOOOOO sorry for EVERYTHING I have said & done, This right here cant even explain how sorry I am. I DONT hate you at all, I LOVE you and EVERYTHING about you, I always will too.
OoOo--And People who arent going to support Robert & only give him shit about me and him arent real friends. Yall sohuld be there for him NO MATTER WHAT! just like Brenna and Brea are here for me. Because they know I am happy when I am with him. And yall sit there and tell him that he isnt happy which is SOOOO wrong because NONE of yall know shit about how mine and Roberts relationshit used to be!
--No, we arent going out by the way, its just Robert keeps telling me how some of his friends are stressing him out. Try not to take that the wrong way either
I guess thats what has been going through my mind lately and I needed to say it.
Brenna & Brea--I Love yall soo much and I just want yall to know that I really appreciate everything yall have done for me recently! I couldnt ask for better friends than what I got right now! I Love yall! Best Friends Forever!!  | 
!! Then we wanted to have some people over so we called John and he brought some people and some alcohol. Well I had not eaten ALL day and I took one single shot and 2 double shots of some shit and Robert drove us to whataburger at about 11 and I started getting sick, some shit happened, but Robert is the BEST boyfriend ever cuz he took soo good care of me and didnt let anything happen to me. Then after that Brandi took John's keys and her and Jordyn ewnt and dropped off some people and came back. So later everyone left and Robert made me go to sleep but we woke up to Anthony on top of us...and Krystal (Brandi's sister) took us to whataburger AGAIN at 3 in the morning cuz we were pretty hungry! Then we all ewnt to sleep and Anthony attempted to spoon with Krystal but she wouldnt let him... so we went back in brandis bed and passed out at like 4 and Robert and Anthony woke up at 6 and walked home...now I am chillen with Brandi at my house...so I will write in here later!
